Ever read a poem and think...Huh, what? Yeah, me too. So with a shameless plug for a poem I wrote...is a blog written and inspired from it.
Some people have physical scars, but everyone has scars left on their hearts. Evidence of battles for acceptance, significance, truth, love, and being right. Everyone has at least one. If we are honest, we would like to show off these scars to show the world what we have accomplished. How we got thru those fights, trials, etc.
Others would say they prefer to hide their blemishes perhaps because they aren't proud of them. They're unsightly and the world mocks you when one is revealed. Most scars are hard to conceal. At some point, one burrows out of the hole we tried to cover it with and peeks out with a resounding, "I won't be squelched!"
Still some scars are a beautiful reminder of having gave life to a new little being or to another person in great need.
If you are so lucky, you have scars inside and out. (Note sarcasm).
Like the one below from a childhood accident (okay, so I stupidly listened to my brother and we were jumping from the wooden toy box to our bunk bed. I slipped and fell into a play kitchen made of metal). I think I single-handedly might have helped change toys made from metal to plastic:
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Two Liebster awards is because of ya'll...
I got a second Liebster award! From Alesha @ http://tobless.blogspot.com/
Wow! I feel really honored and humbled. For someone to think someone else should check out my blog is beyond kind. I began writing my blog as a sanity saver back in 2010. Then, as an outlet, then in Fall of 2011, I felt God pull at my heart and say, write for me. Share your honest heart and share your story. Since my choice, I have been encouraged by others to continue writing. Comments have come in the form of not feeling alone in my struggles, thoughts, etc. Others have let me know how what I shared was what they needed to hear.
Humbling because really, who am I? It is a privilege to write, to blog, to get to know other bloggers. Thank you all 31 followers and even to those of you who read it, but don't join the Google followers.
THANK YOU!!
Wow! I feel really honored and humbled. For someone to think someone else should check out my blog is beyond kind. I began writing my blog as a sanity saver back in 2010. Then, as an outlet, then in Fall of 2011, I felt God pull at my heart and say, write for me. Share your honest heart and share your story. Since my choice, I have been encouraged by others to continue writing. Comments have come in the form of not feeling alone in my struggles, thoughts, etc. Others have let me know how what I shared was what they needed to hear.
Humbling because really, who am I? It is a privilege to write, to blog, to get to know other bloggers. Thank you all 31 followers and even to those of you who read it, but don't join the Google followers.
THANK YOU!!
Monday, April 30, 2012
Sacrifice isn't sacrifice if no thing is sacrificed...
In less than two weeks I understood something. Not really for the first time, but with deeper, stick to your ribs or head finally kind of knowledge. A tug on my heart and a wincing reaction I can't shake. This is not bad. No, this is stretching, challenging and what my heart desires. Don't get me wrong, it is uncomfortable. I feel guilt and conviction and I am torn. Let me explain...
It started with running into stories, seeing faces, seeing the reality of others. I compare their trials to mine and mine is pale in comparison. Yet, I can learn from their hurts, but I don't know if they could learn from mine.
The family whose 5 year old daughter is battling cancer. I hush about the stupid garbage disposal breaking.
The pastor in a country who has been imprisoned because of his faith. I rejoice that I can go to church. I fasted a meal for this man's freedom and ran an extra 10 minutes even though I wanted to stop. It was the LEAST I could do. Thank you River of Life Alliance Church for informing me of this man's plight.
Then, the girl named Lauren, who had heart surgery and she isn't even 30 yet. I am silent about the less severe health problems and surgeries I have endured. She is brave, she struggles, she writes and I am inspired, grateful, and encouraged. I have to share her blog with you...http://aruffledheart.blogspot.com/
Then there is sweet Benjamin. Born too early. Whom has a 9/14 chromosomal trans-location. He is the first documented case. He is unique in a different way. He is over one and has just rolled over recently. He is amazing, a miracle and has impacted my life even though I have never met him. I only know his grandparents. Here is his blog: benwriteshisownstory.blogspot.com
Oh the sacrifices these families have endured. I understand that I have not persevered this way. I know there is always someone who will have a more horrific or harder story than me. But this is no excuse to not learn from them. No excuse to not share mine either!
So to me, the greatest way to stomp the selfishness in me is to sacrifice something with no reward, blessing, etc. for me in return. Where the sacrifice is purely for someone else to be blessed. Where my reaction turns to action toward a hurt not my own.
So for these four families I will sacrifice a meal, sacrifice my time by praying for a week straight, and I will praise the Lord with a grateful heart for the what I have, the health of my family, the freedom to believe without imprisonment.
Somehow, through these situations the Lord placed in my lap, grew a greater understanding that sacrifice leads to freedom. To let go of what my heart and hands want to covet makes room for God's treasures. That you are really blessed when you give than when you receive.
Tomorrow, will mark the 5th month of 6th of my sugar challenge. It started out with a dangling carrot as the main keeper of my will (money), but now...now, I am glad to mostly give up the sweet nectar...it has shown me that I CAN do without and still be content. I can rest in God's provision and strength.
Please share your story with me...I want to know it.
Then there is sweet Benjamin. Born too early. Whom has a 9/14 chromosomal trans-location. He is the first documented case. He is unique in a different way. He is over one and has just rolled over recently. He is amazing, a miracle and has impacted my life even though I have never met him. I only know his grandparents. Here is his blog: benwriteshisownstory.blogspot.com
Oh the sacrifices these families have endured. I understand that I have not persevered this way. I know there is always someone who will have a more horrific or harder story than me. But this is no excuse to not learn from them. No excuse to not share mine either!
So to me, the greatest way to stomp the selfishness in me is to sacrifice something with no reward, blessing, etc. for me in return. Where the sacrifice is purely for someone else to be blessed. Where my reaction turns to action toward a hurt not my own.
So for these four families I will sacrifice a meal, sacrifice my time by praying for a week straight, and I will praise the Lord with a grateful heart for the what I have, the health of my family, the freedom to believe without imprisonment.
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| Grateful for these healthy, precious gifts from God! |
Somehow, through these situations the Lord placed in my lap, grew a greater understanding that sacrifice leads to freedom. To let go of what my heart and hands want to covet makes room for God's treasures. That you are really blessed when you give than when you receive.
Tomorrow, will mark the 5th month of 6th of my sugar challenge. It started out with a dangling carrot as the main keeper of my will (money), but now...now, I am glad to mostly give up the sweet nectar...it has shown me that I CAN do without and still be content. I can rest in God's provision and strength.
Please share your story with me...I want to know it.
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